[PINK.LEMON.ADE] >> for the devil in me >>

201001 . saturday . 0150

yayyyyyyyy....i'm a "big hunk of metal lurveeeeeeeee" baby! lol... =P =P.... wait... is that a good thing or bad thing??
It's the first weekend since holidays ended... and it's all dark and gloomy outside.... how depressing! As you may have noticed, i actually did this layout b4 the "crazy for you" one. But i never got a chance to put it up... since my dad always has a need to take MY computer to the office instead of my brothers. As if the shit i do on the comp. isn't as important. Okay, so maybe it isn't, but still, thats not the point. So i had to start stuff on the laptop that i got..... and i couldn't be stuffed finishing it. Cos i got bored. If i ever find one thing, that i don't get bored of within two weeks... i will be so happy. =b

I hope taryn and claire don't end up buying sookys prezzie today... cos i wanna suggest something! but even if they do, i'm sure it'll be coolies. I would go today... but i'm still feeling spaztastic <---- thats for you sook! lol. And my mum is sick... so i'm gonna stay home and be good. A good little girl *angelic smile* I feel so bad... cos i dunno how to help her. =( she's sleeping atm anyways. =( .

i sorta promised myself that i wouldn't go on the net anymore for the rest of the year... well, until the xmas holidays! =P But i'm kinda bad at keeping promises.... even my OWN freaking promises! Thats not to say that i can't keep promises watsoever... cos i CAN i can i can i can! i believe in me! haha.

hrm, constance, sarah and i walked home yesterday... it took long enough!! hauhuah. Crossing Leach hwy is a bitch! You reach home and u smell like yukky car fumes...>.< Oo, and we got honked at... cos we are hot chicks! lol. Or maybe cos we're just chinky looking and they dun like chinks? besides sarah of cos... who is indian looking! ?_? i DUnnos. Walking home is so fun.... >.<

i just checked out how limbo and claire went on my ">> it's all about... ME>>" quiz... and boy it was SHOCKING! they only know me about 40 - 50%! can u believe that? lol. Nah... it was a DER quiz... i was suprised that claire got the differentiate question correct!!! WELL DONEEEEEEEEE.. hehe. And i'm insulted that they both think that i LIVE off fast food!!! =b

just got back from a hard days work of filing and answering the telelphoneeeeee... hehe. "good morning, chessington homes, how may help u?" *sigh* Erm, i'm such a slacker.... i feel poopy. I gtg take a shower sooooooonn.... cos apparently i use up all tha hot water?!

guess where i just came back from? ......*drum roll*... GARBO! haha suprise suprise... =) Taz and i had a huge whinge about weight gain! hahaha lol. Esp. when we saw this chik in kookai... we wont even GO there... lol. it's quite embarrassing now that i think about it... ?_? *sighs* must....go....to....gym...... ngeh, it'll never happen. Went bathers hunting today too... gosh it's depressing. Or maybe it was just too small? ahhaha. ngeh... bah. Go the boardies! =P Ooo... i bought myself two lipgloss from red earth again... to make up for the ones i lost... *snifF*! so poo you edwin sitt!! actually, i just bought one... but my mumy wanted one too... so yeah. and i bought bonds underwear for 6.70$$.... pretty good hey? thank u thank u =)

passions is on soon........ noone is on at 2.40 did u know that? oooooo... search for supermodel is on today. now that is one hilarious show.

ARGH.... i'm sooooooooooo sick of hearing sammi shit songs! fuccccckkkkkkkkk........ how annoying. "ways to piss simee off"#1... play gay ass sammi songs 24/7! Yeah, a few of her songs are nice nice nice... but when u play her songs 24/7 non stop?!!! HELL no. My brother is such a winamp hog. poos. If i hear one more sammi song... i;'m gonna go crazy or barf or sumthing. Although i do like her duet with All 4 One, "i cross my heart" is that what it's called? Well, thats the only bit she sings in english... so yeah! Her songs are so........ how do i say this.... B-O-R-I-N-G.... snooze fest! ARGH. {breathe} i'm calm....

my parents are too bz to do our holiday dimsum outings...... shitties. I miss them. Always used to have D&M's.... yeah, D&M's with mah parents... ur prolly think wtf?! but yeah..... i open up when i eat dimsuM! =) It makes me feel............... relaxxxed...

erm... btw... none of the subcontents on this page are up yet! =) .... you'll just have to keep urself occupied with my endless babble about nothing.........

what on earth is a starving artist?!!!!!! i tell yah, my brother is totally spaced out sometiems... it's like, "weeboon... wtf are u on about?" Such a derro.............. and it's my brother.... {sigh}.

So whats with the layout? My bro thinks it looks like a gingerbread man *weirdo*... so for all of yous out there with the very screwed up imagination like my brother... it is NOT a gingerbread man... it is the one, and only BluEbear... =)

this is shit....... >.< i'm annoyed, very annoyed...at this very annoying person... you know who u are... just keep ur distance man... can't stand clingness... yick. Anyways i'm talking to claire... good ol' claire... doin' her shopping in s'pore.. the lucky ass. For all yous wondering when she'll be back... it's next wednesday! Who's going to the show? noone....... bum u all. LAZY lazy lazy... hang on a sec... thats ME >.< Yeah... i'm too lazy to go to the show... sorry taz. I mite change my mind though... if i don't have to organise it! haha. I actually wanna go... but don't at the same time...so yah. And for you bumz who went to the ct and drank nice bubble tea with the coolie straws and took lovegettys without taz and i.... damn u all... damn u all to poo hell! especially edwin! Damn u to poo hELL! =P

hehe... i just hung up on edwin... serves him right! For imitating me about my complaints of my lipgloss! I mean, what kind of friend is that? hrmpf. I was quite distressed... and he just goes and turns into of joke... JERK! =P And then... he thinks him talking about BOWLING and free fries is interesting? well i don't care... i lost lipgloss... and THAT saddens me! lol. Oh i d/l-ed that Myra - "miracles happen" song that he was going on about... and i LIKE it.. yaya. can always trust edwins teeny boppy taste! haha. *sigh* oaky enough about edwin... more about ME... keke...

princess diaries rocks, rocks rocks rocks... hehe... well i thought so... faddy thought it wasn't that good... but hey... it was a cool teen/chick flick and that makes it all A-Okay. =) the mullet dude is good stuff....... except when he "styled" his hair at the end... that was just a gag fest... hRms... yes

i'm very looking forward to tomorrow...... even though i'm just going to garbo AGain.. the amount of times i go to that place.. u'd think i'd be so sick of it... but i'm not ?_? i think i know the shops like the back of my hand *sigh* it is quite boring... but more boring at home.. since some ppl decide not to be on icq when i wanna talk! The only reason i come on is to talk to you... and u only come on like, once a montH?! Thats just WRONG! haha. And then when i'm in a sucky sucky mood... u come on and i just dun feel like talking anyways........ how gay-a-fied. --okay I know he prolly has a life... a SOCIAL life.. something which i dun have... but like, two hours on the net talking to me is so worth it isn't it? It bloody well SHOULD be! pfft. You know ur life is giong downhill when u think u can relate to mandy moore songs........ this is so ghey. I gotta get over it..... {breathe} I can't see him but i want him....... and he doesn't know... and i'm feeling like a major poo poo.

okay i'm back... i just love talking to myself... is that the first sign to craziness? oh well... it's too late anyhow. BOO*... bathers are expenseive.. 80$... dun have that much $$$ man... i'm feeling rathar budgo this holis. ... prolly cos i haven't been shopping with my mum yet... shit... i HAVEN"T been shopping iwht my mummy yet this holis. Now thats when i get all my stuff...=) ahh.. she's great, when it comes to shopping... i trust her taste.. hehe. And she's much.. much much much less budgo than me! =P here i am trying to be good girl and restRAIN myself from buying somthing... then she's so nice she says i can have it! =) *smiles* okay definately gotta book my mum for a shopping day...*mental note*

......... i know, i should tell you how i feel // i wish, everyone would dissapear everytime u call me // i'm too scared to be me // and i'm too shy to say // i've got a crush on you // i hope, you feel the way that i do // i get a rush when i'm with you ...........you say, everything that noone says // i feel, everything that you're afraid to feel // i will always want you // i will always love you....

did i miss the big brother thing today? ...... shitters. oh well. i'm feeling blergue... i'm in a mood for not caring about anything ... then-again, i'm always in this mood... >=\ just even more so today. I wander who's gonna send me out tomorrow...... oh yeah thats rite........ my mum......... OOoooooooooooooooooooooooooo........... that means we're prolly gonna go shopping b4 i meet up wif da chicas! =) yAynesss.

Maybe i should sign up with blogger... *thinks*....... tomoz. maybe. Then i dun have to keep uploading this shit. it's getting rather annoying... just like evrything else in this screwed up world....... actually thats a bit harsh... =\ harsh but true.

Fadz is rite... teenagers really do only think about themselves... but is that a bad thing?! haha. >=P Nah, it aint true... i care about other ppl other than myself.... -_- but then maybe thats just me...thats not to say that i don't think about myself heaps too thougH! hehe